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Thursday 29 December 2011

Love Online By Ravi Aggarwal(Chapter 5)

Chapter 5:



A beautiful Joke







“Good Morning” my talking machine... “How are you?”… “Hey buddy…I need good news from you today…like you did last time”…you must be wondering to whom I was talking in this early morning. Well I was buttering my phone. You know it was hard days for him too. He might need vacations like I do. The first thing I think in the morning is not what I have to do today or what not to do? or what to study and what not to study?...if mom will scream at me or not?...or mom will serve me tea or coffee..The first thing which runs down into my mind is the awesome runner….’Sheena’ . But today the thing is not her face which I was reminding but I was curious to know the answer of my Cinderella.


I got a call from solanki to bring notes of some fluid mechanics. I assure him like a borrower who took a large loan and will surely pay him on time but today I have different plans. I thought to bunk my all the classes of my college and wait for my angel’s call. I know my head of department will scream in the class like gorilla that “if I really want to be a good engineer or not” but I thought is better to be a good lover rather than to become a bad engineer. At least, I will get placed in my sweetheart’s heart and to get placed in a good company is like to find a needle in quick sand. So I called solanki once again and told him that I will be not coming today and he replied “Bloody devdas, HOD sir will kick your ass for sure and you will forget all the love you have in your heart. And I just replied him “Brother, will you also join me to the club”…he replied “huh, Fuck you man!!”…. and I just replied ...“hahahahaha”….I think I was not in my senses on that day the happiness she gave me last night ,I know it is still doubt full but at least it has some hope. I saw a movie called ‘the shawshank redemption’ the motive of the movie and the best dialogue I ever listen and which was appropriate in my present condition was this “Hope is the good thing…may be the best of the things and no good thing ever dies”….these are the golden words and which I always follow.




I went for a bath...Took breakfast…wore my amazing uniform which always looks so tacky and told my mother that I will be late and gave a reason in support that may be our sir would be taking extra class. I kicked my bike and went to pool club and searched for someone to accompany me till I get the call from the best girl of my life. But you know after Sheena, the one I praise a lot are my friends. It was my good luck that my friend ankit Sharma just called me up “hey rohit…how are you man?!!”…I replied “fine bro”… “Very fine”…. “How you doing?”....he replied “bro!! I am back in town and looking forward to meet you”…I replied “what...you are in the town in your mid semester”.... “yeah!! Brother…a tragedy occurred and I got to discuss with you urgently”…I replied “well brother I am there at pool club and you know where it is right?” he replied “yes bro I know? …but brother I want to meet you alone and talk for while”…I replied “I am all alone brother?”…he replied “huh you are at pool club all alone”… “Are you fine?”….I want to say brother I am all fine and…I am just flying :D….but I replied “yeah,I am fine now…and don’t waste time bro , come to the club as soon as possible”….he replied “in 5 minutes” beep beep beep…




I know ankit Sharma’s 5 mins…at least an hour…as he always used to get ready before going out to meet anyone like girls do. So he came after his well known ankit’s 5 minutes hour as he entered we shook hands. So I asked him what is the matter?...he started “brother, I got suspended as I had beaten my hostel guard after drinking 9 pegs of royal stag whiskey?...I exclaimed “what the fuck,man 9 pegs”.. “yeah, and I told my parents that I came back as rohit’s sister is getting married and he is alone so I got to help him”…so I really got to meet you and tell you this so that you don’t spit in front of my mother”….I replied with a combination of anger and humor “great bro, you are awesome”….he asked me “why did you say this?”…. “Man!! Firstly after 9 pegs you beat the guard at the hostel is pretty unbelievable .secondly “what a stupid reason you gave your mother is big add on”:P….we both laughed then...




Well but he is not the only one who is passing with the tragedy. So he asked me “how come you are here at the pool club alone?”….his question was straight but to answer him straight will make me to tell him about sheena .so I thought that I should cut if off as if to escape from policeman when they try to stop you at the chaurahas for cutting your chalans(fine).so I replied him “nothing like that bro,it’s just I want to go to college and my friend wanted to attend so I bunked the classes alone”…he found it an awkward reason and I could truly feel it by seeing each and every expression of his face. It was like ordering a pastry and the shopkeeper asking that do you prefer hot or cold and you can see the expression on the buyer’s face :\ …..but as he is really a good friend of mine…he judged me…he said…something going in your mind…if you don’t want to tell its okie…but I know something fishy in your acts…I replied…”brother!! Fine I will tell you everything just wait for today…I will definitely share about the stuff…he said “okie!! Brother…never mind”….that is the greatest quality he has ,i.e.,to understand the things and circumstances…I hope this habit might get transferred to her too…so that she understand…what I carry for her…what I have in my mind and what I have in my heart….my soul is nothing without the love she gave to me….the affection I have for her….I was getting tensed and nervous the hope and expectation she created in my life...making it more sensitive…I was thinking…all this…next moment ankit shoot me “hey man!! Where you lost?”…..I said “sorry man!! Let have some sutta…I thought that smoking will kill my negative thoughts…and moreover, kill the time…till the time I wait for the call from my dreamgirl…






So ankit and me went out…and asked for 2 cigarettes to panwala bhaiya….panwala bhaiya replied “bhaiya aajkal aate nahi aap”(sir you don’t come often here)…he was seeing in eagerness …I replied “bhaiya…now you will be seeing me often may be from tomorrow.or .You will not find me here” . I said to myself “may be you find me here only” :’(…well sheena’s call was like a call from god now…by listening my words…ankit curiosity took the highest level…like he might get a leaked exam paper from me…. “Something happened really serious with you”….he exclaimed. I was quite and did not say a word.






We had some smoke and a light conversation about the school time about our physics teacher “sardar” to whom we call ‘popa’ and also discussed about the slaps of our mathematics teacher mrs.archana….oh god second name of…evil...also discussed about our chemistry teacher udita…..who was really hot…and amazed to know that she won the title of mrs.india…ankit added... “bhai she really had that spark…trust me”….and we both laughed on this gag….




Time passed…it was 2 pm now…he said “man!! Are you going to spend all day over here”…I replied “you want to go man then you are free to go”….ankit made a face like that of the girl which give glance like when boyfriend ask for a breakoff…...he replied “don’t get annoyed brother I am with you”…now I was thinking how to get rid of him…as I wanted to attend her call alone. I said very calmly like that of telesales which replies always in a smooth behavior like “sir never mind I will give you call later..thank you”….so I said him “hey brother nothing intentional…its okie bro I have some work…I will catch you tomorrow and tell you the story which you are eager to know”…he smiled and took leave…






I sat over the stairs of my pool club…took a cigarette..and smoking…I know many girls…who are my readers might not liking this…I am sorry but…smoking acts like an adhesive to a broken heart…
My phone started ringing and the display showed my mom’s number… i think mom usually called me this time…for the usual enquiry about me that where I am…and when I will be back…I thought for a while and hit the red button…man!! I said to myself what you did…asshole…you hit the red button….it’s your mom idiot….i got panicked as I never did this…sheena was making me doing all this…waiting for her call made me more impatient now…. Thank god mom didn’t called me once again…mom might thought I am there in the class…and never know…I am a devdas  ….






Hmmm waiting and waiting…..smoking and smoking….and here it goes…tring tring tring…my god just called me up….the rings of my mobile phone sounding sweeter then the bells of the Christmas…I picked up her call “hey sheena…how’s you I am glad to receive your call”…she replied “I will call you in 5 minutes”…beep beep beep…I said to myself “fuck”….this act of her made me think more and more now….she left me so nervous now…she made me so helpless now…now negative thoughts start punching my brain and very badly.






1) Why she did this?
2) Is it NO?
3) She is doing some drama I think OR…?
4) She loves me I know that OR….?
5) She respects my feelings for her OR…?
6) Did her parents love will overcome my love?
7) She just called me to say the same thing that we should be friends only 
8) She called me up to say ‘yes’ to shweta?
9) She called me up to say forget me?


A big Postive and only reaction…which overcoming all my questions was that…


“I love you rohit”…awesome :D


I think her clock ‘s 5 mins were equal to 50 mins as she had not called me yet and half an hour was already over…


After 50th minute got over.my Christmas arrived once again…I prayed for second and received her call…so here I go…I am going to describe our conversation along with simultaneous thoughts that were running inside my mind.


Sheena:hello!! (she was looking so normal and smooth…indication: there is something fishy in her mind…not good for me)


Me:hi!!... (normal to show…that nothing happening it was a just a simple conversation)


Sheena:Hows you? (I think she was just practicing her basics of conversation with me) 


Me:I am fine sheena  (fake smile…but I can’t let her know…that I am going mad for her)


Sheena:so? (Behaving like this is our usual talk)


Me :So you got to tell me something isn’t it?(I erupted like a volcano…u know…my condition was like a rolling egg….which could break any moment)


Sheena:yeah!! Really is there something special? (she was sounding naughty…it was good indication as per my side…as being naughty means something light…but she was killing me…if she is really playing a game)


Me:Come on sheena!! You know what I am talking about? (It’s looking like I am saying…I beg you…please say…don’t be so mean)


Sheena:I have no idea?(idea…I want to make abhishek bachan to say lines for me that ‘Get idea’ .)


Me:If you are kidding with me or you really forgot about the last night?(well I ask her straight)


Sheena:you didn’t went to your college today? You don’t have class today?(she asked a very ridiculous question at this moment…she was cutting our current point…and I was hating her for this…why is she doing this with me?...i was not liking it)


Me:yaar…what is happening with you?...i bunked my classes…will you please tell me now about your decision?(my condition was now BLANK)


Sheena:you bunked your classes….my god?...i dont like any irresponsible guy….and never expect from you to do this…you are my….(she stopped…while saying the next word…it was like running your bike with 100km per hour speed…and by next moment you find a red traffic signal  )


Me:I am sorry?(I said as I want to listen the next word at which she stopped….she thought I said sorry as I bunked classes :P )


Sheena: Its okie…but please never do this…please..(she was really calm and sweet…looking so cute…man!! Lovely girl really)


Me:you said “never expect from you to do this…you are my….”…you are my what????.... :O (my expectation, my curiosity and my ears listening power was now at the highest volume)


Sheena:Boyfriend!!! She smiled (her smile made me realize that all the buds of my life just turned into flower)


Me:you are not kidding me right?(I wanted to reconfirm…you know…no more drama puhlezzz)


Sheena:Yeah!! I Love you…I can’t cheat myself anymore…your love and your affection…your care…your sacrifices…all touched me…I lost my heart and now it belongs to you….(waiting for me to speak up)


Me:………………………


Sheena:Say something


Me:Sheena thank you!! I love you too….you kept my trust alive and my belief…that love never dies…


Sheena:I was thinking all night what to say now.i thought ten times because I didn’t want to repeat which I did to you. you are the best guy I could ever have. i never thought thay I was beautiful but your love made me realize that yeah I am beautiful…there is a heart which loves me more than anyone else and which only beats for me. The love which never changed, the heart which waited for my love for 9 months. The love which might have started in a fake world but you made me realize how real relation are made in the fake world. i was confused after meeting you that is it the real love or the fake love?...if I really love you or I just like the text which you post me there at facebook.do I really love you or I just love the care you have for me?....you wait at facebook for me the whole day.you waited for me so long.i felt really awkward but is it love or not I didn’t know .i tried to ignore you but I was a fool that I never knew that it was not you whom I was trying to ignore but i was ignoring myself.


Me:…………quite (emotional….touching words…..i thought that she never felt what I feel…but I was wrong)


Sheena:rohit I just want to say something?....


Me:still quite.


Sheena: Are you there? (Stupid girl how I can be here….your words made me like I am sliding over the rainbow)


Me: stammered a bit….yeah dear I am here and always here for you.


Sheena:I love you jaanu(at last she used the word jaanu…I remember when earlier we used to talk I always preferred that she call me jaanu)


Me:I love you too!!!


Sheena:But…this was not the only thing I wanted to tell you. I want a promise rohit…I know you won’t deny but then also I want to say(well this is called reverse psychology…this is the polite way of ordering the things...well my ears got straight to hear what is coming next from the surprise package)


Me:Ya sheena go on…u can trust me!! (I said like a polite cow)…


Sheena: If you remember rohit… I told you about my priorities….and studies, parents , career ...(remember the conditions eehhh)


Me:I do remember jaan


Sheena:I want to say that I am sharing you my piece of heart with you…you have also become a big priority for me…and I want to request you that you never cheat on me and never break my trust….It is not only our relation which will get ruined but my life too as my other priorities will also be affected…(she got a point in her talks but it was looking like a warning)


Me:Baby,I can’t promise you this.


Sheena:What??(I think her eyes were wide open after listening this)


Me:yeah baby….i may cheat you but I promise that will surely be unintentional.


Sheena:What you want to say?(she was blank)


Me:Well if god ever cheated with me and took my life so never complain that I never told you about it.(wah!!! I hit a four…that I thought)


Sheena:stupid….idiot…donkey…dogi…(well great combination of animals and qualities)…..you and your dialogues…I hate useless dialogues…and when you are my love don’t you ever try to cheat with your life too…


Me: yeah sweetheart never ever (I smiled a bit)


Sheena:Okie fine bye for now!!(she said bye…and my heart was saying why…I wanted to cease every moment of this conversation)


Me:Come on!! Why are you in hurry?


Sheena:I have somework…but will call you again(she was about to hung up)


Me:Wait!!! When we are meeting?


Sheena:Soon(that was good but still doubtful…soon is indefinite unit and I wanted to meet her as soon as possible as I wanted to see this time that was it really what I expected or maybe she was still confused and would kick my love once again)


Me:No yaar tell me the date (I asked her in firm voice)


Sheena: day after tomorrow same place…okie(I don’t know why she chose the same place…as I was hating that place…but I know if love do exist then I would win this time)


Me:Done!! I love you sheena!! (with the hope that history would not repeat itself once again)
Sheena:byez


Well from that moment I promised myself to leave smoking as I wanted to live and spend my whole life with my love and thanked god for the beautiful call from her side.


I got back to my house…mom screamed on me as i was late but all the colours came back into my life…the same things which happened when she called me up first time and when she told me that she really loves me.i opened my facebook and I felt really happy and proud to see my status as committed as it was not fake but a true one.the comment congratulations which I had got was now in effect and after reading it I felt really happy.
Some people say that it better to be single. We don’t want any trouble in our life but they can never feel the love, the pleasure of living for someone, to feel for someone…to feel complete. Love is the biggest addiction more than any other addiction in this world. Some might think that love can only give pain to us but those cowards never knew what it takes to make this pain a real pleasure.




Half of my day was left….and a night and a day more…I was waiting for day after..as this time too I carried the same feelings for her, same love for her but there is one more thing added to it that is ‘FEAR’. the fear of losing her once again. The fear that I will get hurt once again. the fear that a depression may come over my soul and I don’t know for how much time it will affect me .the fear of misjudging her love and these words tensed me once again but I took a decision that if this time she did same with me then I will let her go..If she will try to contact me once again I will never pick her call…I will change my number..i will never leave my cigarette addiction…and most importantly I will never fall in love once again.




These thoughts and decisions were rigid and more stronger than any decision of my life.I know I would suffer but I said to myself ‘if you never took a risk in your life then the life would be boring’.
I have a day more to spend so I thought I will go to college tomorrow as my love don’t like my habit of bunking classes and face the Dracula you know of whom I am talking about :P
I called ankit and ask him to come in the evening tomorrow.he replied “yeah bro that will be great as my mother was saying to me that you came for rohit’s sister marriage then why you are sitting idle in the home”. we laughed.




Then I called gaurav and told him that I will be coming for the class tomorrow . But he was trying to scared me more that Dracula was asking for me today too :x…but he never knew that what happened with me today will overcome everything.




Next day as usual the classes went on . God was giving me indication that all the things are in your way. As my HOD didn’t react over my excuse of leaves which I took and he signed all the leaves right away.
In the evening,ankit came and he ask me to go for smoke but I denied his offer.he was shocked and surprised he asked me what happened I said to him “I gave promise to someone and that promise has to be kept.this is the test of my real love and loyalty towards her love and if I cant stick to this small promise then in reality I am not a loyal lover too”…he replied “hmmm…whats the story?”




Well I got to tell him everything so I gave a quick review of what was happening between me and sheena.and told him that i was going to meet her tomorrow .he wished me luck and asked me to call him after I come back after meeting her.




She called up at night to make sure that we were meeting at same place and at the same time.we had some romantic conversation too or one sided romantic conversation as she was not really good at it.




Our love need a Seal of love ‘KISS’ which will officially bond our love and will act like adhesive between our sensitive relation. For now I went for the sleep and went to wonderland of my dreamgirl.




Next morning………………………………




To be continued….
What happen next?
If sheena was playing any game with rohit once again?
If sheena really loves rohit?
If rohit will get what he want?
If they will have their first kiss?
If rohit will come back happily or will come back sad?




Want to know the answers…keep waiting for my next chapter…I promise I will write it as soon as possible…keep on giving your feedbacks…and I am sorry i am publishing this chapter after so long…
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Sunday 10 July 2011

Love Online by Ravi Aggarwal (CHAPTER 4)

Chapter 4:
Misunderstanding
Sitting on my couch thought for a while why I fall for her? .Why the god made a beautiful and innocent girl like sheena? and why my life getting so complicated?.
Shweta will going to call me in 20 minutes and I was still confused to take which alternative so I went to my room so that no one can listen what I will going to talk to shweta it was like I went to my room like a rat who just take a bit of cheese and run towards its hole but here the mobile phone is more needed then the  cheese.I also took some juice before talking to shweta because I know… I need more energy than the Hercules to face this girl now.


Tring Tring Tring!!! The mobile phone starts ringing and was more sounding like an emergency alarm to me. The small insensitive screen was showing the name of shweta.I hadn't think which alternative I have to choose till now but this time I can’t ignore her call so I make up my mind to attend her call…and gave a quick thought to alternatives and selected one.



I hit the green button and said “hello”…a reply came over from shweta “hi rohit!!..how are you?”….this salutation of her was sounding like a person has to be hanged in a minute and the jailor asking about his health that he is perfectly fine to be hanged or not..I replied “I am fine shweta”…it was really rude of me that I didn’t asked about her health but you know I was not in my senses…the air conditioner showing the 18 degree Celsius temperature but I was sweating like am doing  gym constantly for an hour…she quickly noticed that I didn’t asked about her health so she continued “rohit I was missing you a lot”….missing is sounding like mixing…to me…I was totally mixed and smashed…I replied “well shweta”….I want to say something…she replied “yeah I know…don’t say anything”…..I said “huh!! How you know?”….she replied “I know you love me a lot…I always see in your eyes that how much you love me”….I thought I need a eye doctor….very urgently how come my eyes showing all the stuff… I replied “Hey wait!! Wait!! Wait!! that was not that type of love.. you are my friend’s sister so the love is like that of the friend’s sister”…I think the love definition differs for her as per mine over here…as my theory is “love is like a liquid…no perfect shape, no perfect size….but then also all the molecules are bonded to each other and take the shape of the container….right likewise love also take the shape of the heart where it is being kept”…..she replied “what you want to say”…I make up my mind to get hanged till death so I replied “I AM SORRY SHWETA!! I DON’T LOVE YOU”….



That means I chose Alternative Number 2nd…I don’t know but I love sheena…It was really difficult for me to love someone else…sheena loves me or not…but I love her a lot…she might have not kept my heart with her….but my broken pieces of heart can only be fixed by her…sheena is my dreamgirl….so I thought it is better that I can see my dream girl in reality for always…now I can feel what devdas had felt and I can feel his love for paaro was also pure…I always laughed that how come a guy can love some girl like this that he might gave his life for her…but this love is like a drug…you always want to get intoxicated… oh sheena!! I love you so much and I want to grow old with you”



As I was swimming in these deep thoughts shweta was there at the other end too and she gave a pause to our conversation after listening  my words….she started again “I don’t believe you…come on don’t be scared from my brother”…I thought she started annoying me….and yes I afraid from his brother…but how come she judged me…but as I was a boy….i replied her “hey I don’t afraid of your brother…is only that ‘I don’t love you’…..she shoot me back “why don’t you love me?”…I replied “ just like that”…she asked again “just like that…what do you mean by that huh!!!”….that means “I don’t carry the same feeling like I carry for sheena”….i did a mistake just by mistake I spelled out sheena name…she was in my heart and in my mind every moment….and love always coordinate with heart and heart is of sheena…so this is my FIRST MISTAKE…



She replied “Who is sheena????....you never told about her”….she said like we were best friends from early days and I discuss each and every thing with her like of langotia yaars I replied “well now I am telling you about her so please leave me alone I love her a lot and I can’t love someone else”…..Is she is your girlfriend?...she asked about sheena again….


Well if I reply her that she is not my girlfriend she might have started again so I think to be at the safe side…I tell a lie “yeah!! She is my girlfriend”…this was my SECOND MISTAKE..she exclaimed “oh!!”… “oh!!” was not sounding too natural here from her side…as she artificially feel pity for herself..I thought she can be befooled easily but it was not so easy…the Sudoku between us continued….she replied “how come your status read single?”….I replied “just like that”…she replied “everything can’t be just like that you lying to me”….the girl mind growth was awesome she is acting like a shrewd contriver….”…but now I want to get rid of her so I replied to her “all right shweta I will going to change my status alright”…you can see my status within an hour…just I want to say you are really a nice girl and you will find someone good as you are…and of your age…”…she rudely replied me “you don’t have to bother all this for me”….i replied her “I am sorry shweta”…she replied “Its okie and bye…and I will definitely see your status in an hour”….and she hung up…the last words was bit sounding like a warning to me…



THE THIRD MISTAKE was in my way now I just run towards my laptop…open the flap…open the facebook…change the status…and turn it into “In a relationship”…I want to add the “Complicated word to it”….but for the time being this was fine….this was the last mistake for the day….and the big mistake….I was relaxed that I get rid of her…but was feeling bad that I let someone down…as I myself feeling the same way…


Now sheena told me that she will going to call me at 8 pm…I start waiting for her call now…it was near about 7pm in my clock….so still one hour is left for the launch…


I had my lunch as I don’t know for how much time conversation will last between us…I know she will be happy that I agree for her friendship….but this time I was also happy because I can actually feel that how much I love her more after talking to shweta…so with the same thought as of her superhero shahrukh said  that “kahani abhi baaki hai mere dost” so let the story move on….after having my lunch…I went back to my hole that is my room…with the most compatible device to talk in short  ‘mobile’ J  


I straight away lie on the bed and open my lappy and start playing some of my romantic songs like “te amo” , “I am in love” etc etc….and start thinking about sheena and keep my eyes intact to the desktop clock and start waiting for 8 pm…
Tick tock tick tock…..it’s  8 pm….no calls till now….I was wondering what dream girl was doing right now may be she is taking dinner or maybe she didn’t get back from her gym I start playing a  game with my thoughts that may be my dreamgirl is little bit busy….



Its 9’o clock….and still I am waiting for her to call….the call was expected because her voice yesterday was telling me how much she need a answer from my side…but she didn’t called me…my situation became same as of my first meet with her…I was thinking why the girl is doing the same with me everytime…its 9:30 pm and still sheena didn’t called me up…I might thought to call her…but you know a boy…its ego and its self respect…I thought for while that let me keep my ego and respect aside but what happened with me at the first meet I don’t want to repeat it again…a forceful love is not more than the punishment of imprison…I thought I  should do something else to take my attention off to sheena…
So I open facebook…there were 40 notifications…I got surprised as I never got more then 9 to 12 notification in a day…I just click on the notification button….and saw what this all about…all the notifications is of ‘liked’ my changed relationship status…all friends had congratulated me for getting me ‘in a relationship’…this fake status made me a lover boy without a girl…I was hating shweta for doing this….but to get rid of her this is the only way…I also replied my friends as “thanks to all”…thanks is sounding like...thanking sir after his lecture…people was asking about the name of my dreamgirl…but I was not so lucky that I can reveal the name so I avoided the name by writing…  “it’s a secret :P”



The clock struck 11 pm now….I was feeling so low…like I was fasting for around 10 days….feeling so weak…my expectations now getting weak too…I cursed myself that why I become her victim once again…



Sheena can’t do this to me…I was getting worried about her now that if she is fine or not…some more thoughts were like this- if sheena’s mobile is working fine?…if sheena never loved me?…if sheena is insane and all the things happened yesterday was just a drama?…if she just want to play my feelings all the time?…if she really deserve my love my care for her?….all the thoughts were creating a buzz in my mind and sucking my energy at highest level…



The clock struck 1am now…and this whole thing made me more restless….now I decided to make her call now because I was not worried about my respect but now I was more worried about  sheena…that if everything is alright at her end or not…
I know sheena sleeps around 2 am as we chat all night previously till 2 am so this time I didn’t gave a second thought…and dialled her number right away…
Tring Tring!!! Tring Tring!!!....it was ringing and ringing again and again…but no answer…I called her again….the same happened for the second time too. She didn’t answered my call…I did the same for the third time…this time she picked my call..I said “sheena!! hey sheena are you there?”…she replied “yeah rohit…what happened?”…she was firm and not looking weak or low.. her voice was firm…I replied “is everything fine at your end sheena?”…she replied instantly “yeah everything is fine here”…it was so rude from her side all the things happened at the Connaught place…was now reeling in front of my eyes like a flashback…but I was eager to find the reason so I asked “why you are doing this to me sheena?…why you didn’t called me up!? when you were absolutely fine…”….she replied “just like that”…..now I can feel what shweta must have felt some time ago…when I used this word for her…I asked her back “what you mean by that?”….she replied rudely “nothing rohit?...what you want now!!?”…..these words of her was killing me…I was confused what made her to say all this…I asked her softly “hey princess what happened…did you forgot all the talks we had yesterday”…she replied “well they don’t carry any meaning now”….



I said to her “sheena you can’t be so rude …I don’t believe that you can say all this I always trusted you more than myself…I love you blindly you know this…I think there is a problem…something bothering you come on say…what happened?”….she replied “nothing”….she was acting like a child now I know she has something in her mind but she was not ready to speak…but yeah this time I don’t let her go…and just left me so alone or my life will become like a burning cigarette….and my feelings will become like its smoke….so this time I really need an answer for doing this to me.



I started again “come on sheena-tell me what happened?”….she took a pause for a while and then replied “rohit…I want to say something…?”…i replied “am listening”  ….she continued “rohit…I loved you always when we chat through facebook…and I told you the reason about our separation...the parents and my guiltiness”….i thought it was the same reason but why this happening again…I thought it was over on that day only….I replied “if parents is a problem here once again baby?”…..she said “no no no”…she stammered a bit…the thing is that I feel that you never loved me”



“WHAT???????.....”……. “what the fuck”…..this was making me crazy- my mouth got wide open and my eye balls were looking as if they may pop out any second….the girl I loved, in my only life was saying all this to me….I was confused…and more puzzled what made her to say that….”
I ask her “why you are saying all this sheena?”….sheena replied “I loved you rohit…it’s not only you who feel the pain..I also feel some pain”….”don’t think I am a heartless and insane girl….but I have some priorities and I always want someone to feel like I feel….after our first meet I thought… I did a blunderous mistake….and hurt you like a hell”…I was not In a really good state of mind but the thing you did today…clear me out everything about your character and you played with my feelings”



Tears started rolling from my eyes….I was crying now…. “sheena..what made you to say all this….what happened dear…if I did any mistake…”..she replied “no it was not your mistake…well I must have not said all this to you when I always wanted to be friends with you…I am sorry”….i replied “be specific sheena….the game is over…please speak up….”



Sheena continued “I went to facebook today….”….she was giving me a hint “but I was crying and her words were ringing in my mind so I didn’t catch up her words”….i replied “then?”….she took pause and said “YOU GOT IN A RELATIONSHIP”….. “CONGRATULATIONS”…after saying this she started crying and continued “I know ,you are free to have any girl but the incident between us happened just a one day back and you got into relationship..so quickly….



Oooooooooooohhhh…..all the things was getting clear in my mind now this all happened due to mistakes I done today…because of that shweta….she was pointing my status….and I replied to her “is this online html page is more then to my voice sheena?....if you can’t feel the pain in my voice sheena”….
Sheena replied “yeah!! But….”…she was getting confused….”oh sheena!!  I am really very sorry but something weird happened with me”….she asked  “what weird”…. Well I have to explain now all the things to her or either I going to lose her….



I tell her what happened with me after I was coming back after the meet…what happened with me at the metro station….what happened one day before…and about my conversation with shweta….



I know sheena trust me…she knows- I never hide anything from her…..and yeah she believed what I told about shweta….you see believing a guy met online...was not easy...and she took six months to believe so the trust I created in her heart is more stronger then the wall of china…but I can say the love she created in my heart is more stronger than titanium…


She listen to each and every word I tell about shweta…she was quiet and listening like a sweet obedient little child….she then try to speak but was speechless after knowing all this….


After taking much time she started “rohit,but this is not the way of getting rid of anyone…”…this time her voice is sounding the same like of RASOGULLA….and I fall for her once again….but this time I want to rise as my love falls every time… and need a good support…I control myself as I was getting lost in her voice…and I want to say “I love you” once again…hmmm…so I replied to her “well I don’t have any choice, I never loved shweta..and she was not trusting me”....i know she was smiling a bit after listening to these words….I know because I can feel her from here only….she asked me innocently again…and the question she asked was very touchy…and I started loving her more and more…she asked “do you really left shweta because you don’t love her or because of his brother?”…her question told me…what she want to hear…this time I smile a bit.. I tell her “yeah sweetheart….I don’t love her and you know whom do I love most”…..she smiled more and I know she was blushing too…and when she blushes her eyes get down and her cheeks get red like of kashmiri apples…I want to see them now…and want to see them rest of the life…..I wanted to kiss that apples…want to feel her fragrance…


She continued “I am sorry rohit…for misjudging you”….i replied “no honey,I am sorry..it was my mistake any girl in your place would act like this”….she said “any girl”….i replied “no there is only one girl…and you know the name.”…she blushed once again… she said “well rohit,I was thinking the same that I trusted you after judging you and know you so much,how come you just dramatically changed and I thought you cheated me”….I was listening it quietly and what happened with me earlier was get washed away with every line of my dreamgirl…I was happy after listening what she feel for me…I was cursing myself to criticize this girl…I replied “so…what you think?”….she said “you are a true lover…that I feel…”



I replied “if my true love don’t deserve you?”…….my question was straight forward…and I was expecting her ‘yes’ now….she took a pause around 1 minute…she try to escape this time and want to change the topic…she said “so rohit what you think…?...about our friendship”….she just put my meter down…after asking this question…but I don’t want to be punished like this….I repeat “if my true love don’t deserve you?”…..she replied “rohit I told everything yesterday about it”….i said “sheena I can do anything for you…tell me all your conditions I am ready for every condition…I just want you”….sheena replied “I can’t help it rohit…..i loved you but now…”…I replied “but now what you don’t love me now tell me”….she replied “I don’t know”…..i asked her again “come on sheena tell me….say you don’t love me and I will be your friend forever”….she replied “I don’t know,please don’t do this to me…”




I continued “just tell me one thing….what made you to not to receive my calls today”…..after listening to this question she was getting short of words…she repeated again “I don’t know”…..I asked her once again “what made you to feel that I cheated you…when you just want a friendship”….she replied “I don’t know”….i started again “why you want to know that I love shweta or not”….she replied at very low voice now “I don’t know”…I screamed now…surely…my mom going to listen me if she was still awaked “what you know sheena tell me this”….now I can feel her pain…I was not liking this but…. This was my last chance to make her feel what she was trying to hide…she replied “I don’t know,I don’t know,I don’t know…..”…and she started crying…..and here come my weakness….but I control myself and become hard….she stopped crying after 3 minutes. …she asked “what you want from me rohit”



I replied “LOVE”….thats all I need…. I know you love me…I don’t know why you are denying the fact but trust me…your all conditions will be my command…you know me sheena…then why you are denying that you still love me”….she replied I know rohit but this was not because of you but because of me”…..I asked “what happen now”…she replied “I told you about what I feel about my parents and all”…I try to convince her “do you think I am not your right choice? Just tell me this”….she replied “I think you can be only one to whom I loved and I know ,you can’t be wrong”….. “then why are you thinking all this….your parents will respect her daughter’s decision and one day. Just give me some time to prove myself then when the time will right we both going to tell all this to them”..it was looking…quite convincing from my side…but I don’t know what was in her mind…she was not saying anything…but it was looking like she was in a deep thought for a while…now I was waiting to listen the magical “yes” from her side…



But you know she also know the same trick…I played on her…sheena was too beauty with brains type…or maybe she was confused… “okie rohit…wait for the answer I want some time to think…as this time I don’t want to hurt you what I did at the meet”….well she was right…I also don’t want to have the same scene…once again….



I said “okie fine…when you will tell me the answer…?” she replied “tomorrow at the same time”…..and I think one hard day for me…but I think…anything for my love… I said “okie sheena,I will wait for your answer….but think thrice after giving the answer because your answer…will decide our relation for future..your answer will decide…my fate…your answer will decide our life sheena”…..she said “yeah.. I know…rohit”..her voice getting low and low….i said “hey sheena,you need sleep now….you sleep sweetheart….and think all this tomorrow”…she said “hmmm”….i wished her good night…and yeah GOOD NIGHT…and this time I mean it J…and we hung up the call…


The clock was also getting tired…and moon was still poking  from my window…like saying…come on kids sleep now…one more hard day for two online lovers….
I lie on my bed…and first time… I was thanking shweta for doing all this to me because of her effort this all happened…that i got it know…that sheena still carry a soft corner for me…and she still carry love for me….and was praying to god that this time…do help me and help her to say “yes”…

And promised god that I will worship with 101rs Prasad…you know now days god also want some bribe…and I don’t want to take any chance this time…. J

To Be Continued.....
a)What happen next?
b)will sheena say yes to him?
c)if rohit will be her friend?
d)if sheena still love him?
Don’t forget to read my next chapter…..may be my next chapter is last for both online lovers….
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Sunday 5 June 2011

Love Online By Ravi Aggarwal (CHAPTER 3)




Chapter 3:

Confusing Advice



Night was getting darker and darker with every minute passing….the breeze getting colder and colder…the sun was still snoring…waiting for the morning so that he could jump on the sky….and play in the blue field with the birds around him...but it was like the night for the sun and the two online lovers was getting long and long….Good morning people its 1 am now…I don’t remember last time for which exam I awaked till 1 am…I think this exam was getting more tougher than any other exam I had faced till now..But you know this is the speciality of an engineering student they face anything like a soldier on border without any bombs and guns….if they have anything then its only GUTS.




Her question just devastated me….she just took a pause .Now…she was not crying she was not saying anything now .She wanted me to speak….but wait a minute….who was calling me this moment….any guesses???




Shweta….nah….it is my friend ‘ Gaurav solanki’ who was calling me at this moment…I thought for a moment…that I will throw him from my bike tomorrow definitely….but it’s better to have a call from a guy…as girls are too unpredictable for me now…Atleast I can predict what Gaurav solanki will talk about…that is “hot chicks” of our college but I was not in the mood to talk to him…because girls are giving me hard time….I disconnected his awaiting call…as this call of Sheena could be her last call…it all depends on my answer now…it was like I just took my last life line on my last question and that too….of 1 crore and I choose 50-50 lifeline….and only two answers are left to answer…but Sheena for me is more than any asset….so it became more critical….my heart was beating faster than the rajdhani express now….


Some imaginative thoughts which were running in my mind as per my answer….were like this:-


YES!!!!


“Thanks Rohit!!! for understanding me….you are really a good human being”….Good human being sounds like Mahatma Gandhi who sacrificed his life for India…so everyone knows him till now..but in this kalyug(modern age)…I have to sacrifice…my love that is Sheena to make her feel good…and not a single person will know about my great sacrifice….Maybe some girls find it cute but as per guys …it sounds like a looser…Early in the morning at Connaught place…I just came with failed marks….and saying ‘yes’ looks like examiner felt pity on me that I got failed with the gap of few marks…So give him some grace marks so that at least it sound like he passed in examination…it always made me happy when examiner do this in my engineering exam…but this time I really felt sad for this grace marks.
Conclusion: Saying ‘yes’ will make us so called friends…but it was like riding a Mercedes with punctured tyres…..


NO!!!!!


“what???.....rohit….don’t say this…don’t punish me like this….i have a guilt that’s why I want us to be friends”….it was like….i am the first student who saying ‘no’ to grace marks and want to get failed….but this exam will surely not have any back exam…which was scaring me more….A ‘No’ will make me a hero among guys but girls will feel like I m heartless, insane person who doesn’t have any feelings…who doesn’t respect girl’s feelings.It was like till now girls hero Edward(twilight movie hero) character….was becoming...lord voldemort(harry potter series villain)…. A ‘no’ would surely separate me from Sheena.My ‘no’ will make her feel…that she had done a blunder mistake.But for Sheena , the guilt may last for couple of months but for me the guilt of letting my beautiful princess down by saying ‘no’ will last forever.I always want her face to look so ravishing…


I was puzzled and confused now as both the answers would would have big side effects.So I come up with the new invention....which girls use mostly when guy proposes her…
Let me tell you a fact -when a guy proposes a girl, many of the girls don’t say anything...or may be she will say “I want some time to think or I will tell you after sometime”…but why girl say this….why she want this….there is one theory…


“Girls are like apples...the best ones are at the top of the trees. The boys don't want to reach for the good ones because they are afraid of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they just get the rotten apples that are on the ground that aren't as good, but easy. So the apples at the top think there is something wrong with them, when, in reality, they are amazing. They just have to wait for the right boy to come along, the one who's brave enough to climb all the way to the top of the tree...”
And every girl want to be the apple at the top…so they want to try you…that how much pain you can take to have your apple…


So,Sheena was still waiting for my answer like she just ordered her favorite dish and it’s the waiter taking so long to serve it.I thought for this dish…Sheena has to wait more .It was not revenge…but it was cute trick played by me now….


FINAL ANSWER:”Sheena !! I respect your feelings”….saying this…it’s like writing ‘respected sir’…in your official letter.….which is mandatory to write even you don’t respect your sir…. …..Which I hate to write always when I am writing to HOD… I continued “but sheena its really difficult for me to say anything now”.Sheena said “what do you mean Rohit???”.She was sounding pretty low….like her batteries had badly sucked up…and she lost the charger.I was not liking it…I thought it was better not to say anything….I started again “Sheena!! I want some time now…to think and then I will make a decision….”.She asked me “why”.I replied “Sheena-may be its easy for you to say we can be friends….but what about me huh….i loved..the first time I had chat with you….I saw you…I never thought that I will face this situation.Do you think answering that question for me is so easy…Do you think I am habitual of answering these questions everyday…??”…..i took a pause and said “Sheena it’s not my hobby to be friends with the person you love”….i shoot her back now…it was like winning a battle 95%....but girls know better how to handle things…I done a mistake….which I tried to hide…like someone just put on some fluid on the spelling mistake to correct it…but one can’t hide that he made a mistake there….because fluid its self make a mark there….she started like a train….i mean slowly slowly…she started crying now….gave me a hint…that once more I am going to miss my train now….she gain speed after 10 seconds of her giving me a hint….crying+talking….. “roohitttt…ttt..ttt….you are right I deserved this only…”…saying this so dangerous…her crying made me think that it’s not she deserved who this answer…but I deserved this treatment after saying this answer…Now I got trapped in my own trap….i had to cut it short now….because her crying made me so weak and I could not handle it more…


I said to her” ahh…okie baby…hey please don’t cry….i am sorry….”.(See the love make you a criminal without any evidence)….alrite alrite…slow down honey….i will tell you my answer tomorrow….alright is that fine”…She replied… “okie…I will be waiting…for your answer tomorrow……I wish your answer is on my side”.I said “hmmm…”It was like she wished something for her birthday for which she was asking for a long time….and her birthday is tomorrow…. ….
The clock struck 2 am in the morning…I said to her… “baby you don’t cry now…you just sleep…I will call you tomorrow”.She said “okie…goodnight…”….ya I made her day…oh I am sorry I made her night…but it wasn’t a very good night for me”…I am an idiot that m still thinking…that at this time…if sheena was still crying…or if she was still thinking about the morning.Making her uncomfortable made me more uncomfortable….like sleeping on the bed on needle….
I thought…..tomorrow is near….what I have to do tomorrow….i have to plan out…I thought for a while…opened all the books like I open all the books,guides,sample papers on the previous day of examination….


A mixed thought…


Problem: SHWETA AND SHEENA


Previous solution: I should take advice from any other person…..


New Solution: Stick to your old solution….


Conclusion: find a person….talk to him or her….tell your problem …let him or her to decide your fate….It was like I was cheating first 5 questions out of 10 from my friend’s answer sheet initially…but why not to cheat all the answers now when the preparation is almost zero.
It’s too late now….to think anything now….this night was unforgettable for me …it was not a Big day for love but definitely a very BIG day of continuous tragedies….i think now I should follow the three monkey principle of mahatma Gandhi…so I make my mouth shut…my ear shut….and finally my eyes shut…and try to sleep.It was pretty difficult as Sheena talks were great barrier…but slowly- slowly I lost in the dreams of my beautiful beloved….
Peep…peep…peep….i hit snooze button…I was trying to find stop button…I was just going to kiss sheena…and this heartless mobile made up of chips and plastic just ruined my beautiful dream. The clock struck 7 am now…adding three snoozes made it 7:45…I was lucky that today there is national holiday….


I went towards my balcony to feel the sun.and i sat over there at chair and was thinking about Sheena again and wondering when sheena will say that she was only made for me.At that time ,I wrote some lines for Sheena..in my mind.I will surely share with my readers….


“Phir koi gazal aapke naam ho jaaye,
Aaj kahin likhte likhte sham na ho jaaye,
Kar rahe hai intezaar aapka kabse,
Iss intezaar main zindagi kahin tamaam na ho jaaye.”


Hmmmm…..So it’s the time to open the Big Book of contacts…..and as the discussion is so confidential…so I had to open the book of contacts which is hiding in my brain like osama was hiding from America….i wanted a “sankat mochan”..(problem destroyer)…So some of my buddies whom I thought i can discuss about the matter were as follows:-


a)Pushpankar a.k.a “pushpa”
About Pushpankar-he is my classmate since class 5th but it was really awkward when I talked to him in class 10th as I thought that he was not of my kind…he is totally opposite to me…but I think that’s why the opposite poles of magnet attract each other….


As per advice-he is jatt boy with the good taste of guns, bombs and village and he is surely not girls material…


Conclusion-Asking him about girls is like asking him which gun is better for shooting me…


b)Rishi-my another friend who is also jatt,one of my best friend…and really gem person at heart…who was brilliant in his school days….he is good in all the ways…but for him I can say that….his first and last love is vodka and whisky…..he booze a lot.He takes alcohol like water….


Conclusion- so taking his advice is like asking a non swimmer to jump and save the person who is drowning….


c)Aamir-aamir is also a great human being….nice guy….he is my classmate at college.I always wondered that why he says his girlfriend is there at Hyderabad….and he doesn’t even have any number and picture of his girlfriend…in short…he is great “faiku”.


Conclusion-so his advice will be something like out of this world which is beyond my reach so I have to chuck it.


d)Nishank-the ultimate person felt when I met him in first year of my engineering.He was my so called love guru.I could take advice from him but I haven’t talked to him since he didn’t invited me for his last birthday…reason was his…never called girlfriend….he was quite insecure of calling me to his party as if I going to make his girlfriend…my girlfriend…which hurt me a lot…you know I am too emotional guy…


Conclusion- asking him intentionally will make me feel so low…and mean…


e)Manav-he was in love with a girl with whom was his one of the best friend too…someway somehow he fell for her but she denied…but this was not the problem the actual problem …is that she accepted his bestfriend’s proposal…he was broken…so he himself asked advice from everyone.


Conclusion-asking him may be will make him feel like I want to make his joke..so I think it’s better to keep distance.


f)Trisha-My cousin, friend,a fun loving girl.It is a bit boring not for me but for her to be in relationship with a single guy for 3 months..Her theory of relationship is quite different. For her , to be in relationship with one guy is like wearing the same cloth,same colour whole time.I really dont agree on this theory…as I believe only in true love…and i really hope that Trisha will get a man someday who will really change her way of thinking…and definitely the change surely be a chemical change not a physical change(chemistry terms)..


Conclusion-her advice will surely be like this -“jerk her off…u don’t need her….there are more fishes in the sea my boy”


e)Gaurav a.k.a solanki a.k.a solu-a great traveller,good human being and true lover as well as tragic lover…He also has a good sense of humour so he is quite a attention seeker in our class.A bit egoistic too but always ready to help friends.Solanki was also backed up..with a tragic love story…which he told us after..he broke off with his girlfriend…We were shocked as he used to criticize that girl in front of us…but I know he is not a kind of boy who will ditch any girl and he also believes in true love…


Conclusion-asking him for a advice…is good option…he may be not 100% right but the probability is good…so asking him for a advice is not the best but good option..


I ran to fetch my phone…searched solu’s number…pressed the green signal…tring tring…tring tring… tring tring…I.was waiting when he will pick up the call…I wished that his mobile might have legs..so I might have kicked this ass now…as I needed him..more than Sheena…right now….oh wait a minute he just picked up the call…so before saying polite hello I wanted to crash him for picking up my call so late…so I said “you solanki…asshole…where were you…its 9:30 am…and you….”….a heavy voice like of Jason statom knocked my ears… “hey whose this”…..i got scared…like a ghost had just attacked on me…i took a pause…and calculated within 2 seconds that solanki’s brother is out of town and his father transferred to Chennai and definitely his mother’s voice…is so sweet like my mother’s voiceI was confused that who received my call this time :O…..i just took off my mobile from my ears and saw my small screen to confirm…and yes itwas Solanki only.i thought he was joking so I replied back… “you dog…you idiot…you asshole…don’t do this comedy so early in the morning I am not in the mood”….one more reply came from other side…from whom you need to talk…I said “solanki”…he replied yes I am “solanki”…now I was confused…because the heavy voice still continued…so I hung up…
I just entered into a deep thought…that how come solanki was joking at this time….Tring tring…tring tring…this time my phone rang…like my mobile screaming…please I need some rest…I have not slept…since yesterday…but I thought making you uncomfortable will make many people comfortable.The screen showing my friend solanki name on it…I received his call and the voice that I heard was definitely of gaurav solanki this time….but a bit amplified…. “you stupid…you asshole…you..pig…”…I said “wait wait wait…what happened”…he replied… “what mess you created over here…what all crap you said to my father”….i said “huh!!! But your father is there at Chennai isn’t it?”.He just came back yesterda to meet us”..Solanki replied.I replied to him “brother…I never knew it was your dad…I even asked him… that “is it solanki”….he replied “stupid….solanki is my surname…how come my father will have a different surname”….i wanted to laugh on me but I just controlled myself….like a joker who controls his laugh by cracking joke one after the other… I just become low..and said “sorry man!!”…..he said “yes”…you must be “sorry”…for this…because he was saying “this type of friends you have?”….this type was sounding like I am some useless brand to sell at shift markets…and gaurav was the most branded one….but I had to agree….you see I don’t have any choice. He continued “rohit…yaar..i called you yesterday night to tell you this only but your phone was busy…for long time and you disconnected my call…”.…But a great change come into his voice as he he modulated his voice and asked “with whom you were talking so long huh….that also at night…you naughty rohit…hehe”.Naughty word made him look like gay :D….but I didn’t showed it….so I replied straight forward… “brother…I am in a problem and want your help…”.He said “what problem?...and how can I help you…”…I replied to him… “brother I want to meet you…”…he said “okie”…..alright done “12 O’clock” at subway restaurant”…..done…


So clock struck at 12…I reached subway around 12:15…he was….there..sitting lonely….now I was hating subway…where around four couples were sitting…it made me…angry…it was like…sitting around the cactus….but you see no pain no gain…I haven’t had anything since yesterday night and also I skipped my breakfast so I ordered two sandwiches…and started conversation with him…


So this time he asked in curiosity so that he might get some great gossip…. “so tell me how can I help you…brother”….I replied “yaar I am in a big mess….the problem is quite complicated…”...
I said “Gaurav I don’t have much time to tell u everything In short “I am in love with a girl whom I met on facebook.She initially loved me….but now she refused to be my lover and wanted to be my friend. So should I accept it?.......


Gaurav replied “hmmmmmmm”.It was a bit confusing reply as it did not describe any solution….
I continued and said I have one more problem….he asked “what’s the other problem?”….his eyes become wide open…so I told him “there is one girl…called shweta..she is my friend’s younger sister….she think that she loves me….what should I do now…I never saw her more than a sister”…


He asked “if she is pretty?”….i found this question of his too awkward…but you know…guys will always be guys only….I said “ya she is pretty…but why are you asking this silly question”….He was ready for his rapidfire round and he started asking question by question.


a)if her brother knows about you and shweta?
Ans:no...actually I don’t know..but if I am sitting in front of you perfectly…then for sure…he doesn’t know about me


b)Is shweta beautiful?
Ans: why you are so interested man!!..huh….well she is good looking..but she is like my sister.


c) shweta or sheena…who is more beautiful?
Ans: if I have to choose one than I will choose sheena…as my feelings for sheena make her more beautiful.


d)do you really believe in love through facebook?
Ans: well previously I did not believe in it…but I started believing as I met her… my love for her is true…


e)do you really want to refuse shweta’s proposal?
Ans: well yes I respect her feelings…but I have respect for my feelings too.


f)does sheena really care for you?
Ans: I think ,yes


g)do you think or sure?
Ans: my heart says yes


h)why she wants to be your friend?
Ans: well that I don’t know…may be I am not her type…


i)why did she refused that she loves you?
Ans:she thinks she might cheat her parents by doing this….


k)how much time did it take to accept your proposal by sheena?
Ans:around 9 months


He was shocked…he continued


j)Are you virgin?
Ans:fuck you man!! Did you turn to be a gay….being virgin is not curse…got it..
He replied “hey bro I was just kidding…to cheer you up …I replied “that’s okie”
I asked him “so what do you suggest?”
Big time answer… “well brother…I can give you some alternatives…you have to choose one…i can help you only like this…”…I said “okie”


ALTERNATIVE 1st
Say “yes” to shweta’s proposal and try to be in new relationship. May be you will just change your view with her love for you…may be you just thinking that shweta is coming towards you...without any efforts of yours so you might misjudging her love for you…. And shweta might become a good future girlfriend…and yeah at least you will not be virgin…for long period…
He thought he just cracked a big joke…so I smiled a bit…but somewhere somehow I was thinking…that he is right….


ALTERNATIVE 2nd
Say “yes” to friendship proposal…and be her friend for now…and keep on trying…and show your love and care…but my friend its bit risky…if she only want to be your friend for long than you would turn to be DEVDAS…I really don’t want to panic you but my friend it may be the case that she invite you for her wedding one day…and says I want..you to meet my husband..
His talks were hurting me like thousand of syringes filled with…venom…just injected into my heart…and my heart…going to stop any moment…its pain a lot…but it was a fact…


ALTERNATIVE 3rd
He continued “hey brother…the last alternative is very attractive…and the best for you”…
I exclaimed “don’t take so much time….shoot”…
He continued “well then it really easy say “yes” to shweta…be her boyfriend…and say “yes” to sheena and be her friend…this will make your both hand filled...with ladoos….”
And he laughed after that…


I said “hmmmmm”…well his all advices were giving good competition to each other..
Well my stomach…was empty…and all the rats…were not only screaming but…started crying too….so i jumped towards my 30cm sandwich…and ate it like the world was going to end that day and only last sandwichwas left there…


So I thanked my friend…for being so kind…and helpful…and he replied…if you will say thanks I will fuck you hard…which made us laugh…


Well I dropped him to his house and took turn for my house…..and went straight away to my room….bumped on the bed…and this time it was more difficult to choose any alternative…
It was like all the three alternatives had got nominated for the category of my future life…and all the three were the best…


I was so confused now….Sheena was going to call me within an hour and shweta will call me at evening…what to do now…


a)which alternative should I take?....


b)what will happen when I choose one of these alternative?....


c)how did sheena react?


d)how shweta react?


Your answers are welcomed and I while consider them while writing the next chapter….


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